It's weird, so so so weird. I have been having some weird feelings and thoughts lately, and i complained to mrs bowl. She actually said that im kuku! Thats so so so bad. hahahha, but it's okay,cause the real kuku is her :))
Suddenly,the picture of me crying after having received the o's results last year came back again. OHHH NO,could it be an ominous sign?! Ehh,i certainly dont want to cry after receving my promos results by the end of this year. Sometimes, i would be thinking.
Why did i not study harder in the first place?
Why did all those happen?
Negative feeling+weird thoughts=unhappy mood.
i miss those days when we can talk about anything under the sun,but not now anymore. A very close friend of mine said something that made me go WOW. "Cos i dont want to lose a friend like her just because of this" Im sure both parties will understand =) But what about you? I guess the answer is obvious,your moves said everything. The friendship still exists i guess,with an awkward smile and greeting everytime we meet. Is it devotion or just plain hanging on? Someday, we will know the answer.
:))
More spaces will make my entry look longer! HAHAHHA. The day before yesterday, i was doing pw and mrs bowl suddenly said: "ehh! stop doing ur pw and go to the blog!" AHHHHHHHH!!! nononono,i cant believe what i saw. The news is so saddening please. ahahahha,but luckily,it only lasted for one day cos i know it's not going to last,HOPEFULLY. PLEASE DONT ****! HEEHEE.
OHH YAH,something to be happy about. I kept seeing sister around in school these few days! HAHAHHHA. And something unhappy happened yesterday, i couldnt believe i actually can hide me emotions sooooo well. But sometimes, the feeling is really terrible when u cant express the anger within,still having to put up a smile.
This is not going to be a happy entry =[[ IM NOT GOING THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I really have no idea what is wrong with me these few days, promos is sooooo near and i really cant put in 100% in studying. Some kind soul please knock some sense into me or wake me up before im dead =XX
tsk tsk. I dont like this,i dont like this kind of me.
How how how.
tears just fell,leaving me without even knowing the reason why. im so sorry if i scared you,or did u even notice it?
i guess all i need is one night of gooooooood sleep and everything will be fine tomorrow :))
i missed the fireworks=[[[
ahaha,but on a lighter note,I studied :))
this is getting sooooo boring,im really starting to get sick of JC life now. 1 month plus to promos=// i cannot afford to screw it, NONONONONONO NOOOOOOO =) lets all work hard together!
miss miss miss missssss hockey trainings. looking forward to tmr's PE lesson. MUAHAHAHHA! i feel so fat,there's really really REALLY a need to run.
ohh yay,daddy bought a new car=) Is there any purple car in the market?? I wonder. I WANT TO DRIVE A CAR. soon sooon soon,i hope.
im offcially in love with MLB now. MRS BOWL,dont fight with me okay.GO back to your SOUL.ahaha.
ECONS TEST TOMORROW. good luck to myself and all =)))
HAHAHH. Im blogging today cause i saw something interesting on the lrt today. A guy and a girl were standing beside me in the super crowded train. They didnt talk for at least half of the journey, so naturally, i thought that they dont know each other. Then suddenly, the girl burst out asking the guy if he was angry with her. Being the nosy kpo me soon began interested in wanting to know whats going on. They were standing so close to me that i could almost hear every word of their conversation. HEEHEE. okay,i dont mean to be so mean but it is really the first time i witness a couple quarrelling. oops,nvm. Then the girl started saying about the guy is not a good bf,doesnt care enough for her and dont understand her at all blahblahblah. Actually i felt so sad for the guy,whatever he said,the girl would just shoot back abruptly. Sooooo bad! HAHAHH,but again, it was only a 10 mins' conversation and i cant really conclude much from it. Who knows,maybe it's really the guy's fault?? HMMMM... ...
Okay. Im not going to quarrel in public places with my future boyfriend, i hope =))
i miss JOHNNIES! when are we meeting up again??
friends are friends forever :))i guess all these are meant to happen,
we'll just have to learn to accept it.
i still believe in everlasting frienship,
if all of us play our part.
But still,i'll have to learn how to
smile and say goodbye =)